Today I was digging for some info on ‘how to grow good weed’ and came across the following paragraph:

The idea of death does not frighten me and it does not sadden me beyond thinking about not being able to see Pedro grow up. … Oh, and as for my birthday if anyone wants to get me anything please get me a bong and a dime sack of weed. LOL. Kidding. I haven’t done that crap in years….

Not exactly what I was looking for, but still a good read.